The insomniac

It seems that about once a week I have a night that I can't sleep. My mind just keeps racing and thinking of the past, present, and future of my life. My life seems to change every time I turn around. When things are going smooth a curve ball is thrown at me. 

I have to say sleep or not that this smiling face first thing in the morning melts my heart. Though this little guy was not in my  plans for life God must have known I needed him. He is a needy little guy unlike my other three were. In reality I think I needed that feeling. Sometime I feel like no one needs me anymore and I'm just in the midst of nothing. This little guy brought my purpose back. I think he is also trying to teach me to be a stronger person.